life continues

life continues in the most interesting ways. its not very linear but very bendy. and to make things worse we question it continually like we will have some kind of impact or control on it. which is in it self foolish. God is all knowing and all powerful of this i an positive. but in my short sightedness i don't see what he sees i don't understand what he comprehends. that is why i feel like i need to step in to give direction to my live and the lives in my family. but continually even the though my ideas are pure and wise they manage to continually fall short of my expectations. without God its like building a palace of cards to only be blown away in the first breeze. feeling that first moment of happiness only to have it blown away. so God please enter my life in every way making my actions your actions.